It makes you think of the entire year and how lonely you've been and then how extra alone you are on that last day.
Sorry for dragging anyone who reads this down. I just needed somewhere to vent my thoughts and this seemed the only place that maybe someone sees it, even if that doesn't actually do much.
Here's to wishing fortune cookies actually came true.
Hey, if you're looking to change that loneliness hit me up anytime. I always have an ear out.
That's just the depression.
It was just another day to me, as a nonsocial person.
If it makes you feel any better, at least you're not standing shoulder to shoulder with a bunch of people who haven't been allowed to use the bathroom for the last 12h. I'd much rather be alone than standing in/nearby human waste.
You don't have to think of this day as anything special. Treat it like any other, lest some merchant invents a day to commemorate the sun, rain, wind, aunts, pets, the dropping of the temperatures below 17°C and lasagna. Forcing some days to be special is just dictatorship.
Personally, I say "fuck you" to festive periods. I can very well create occasions to rejoice and occasions not to, and I frankly see no reason to choose a cold day amidst winter over any other.
When the crippling depression strikes. I feel you man.
Breh, I was lying in bed with flu. I had a blast eating candy and watching YouTube videos. I know plenty more who spent the day alone. Don't sweat it.
Idk I never feel bad about being alone. I like being lonely. And I am glad I get at least this one free week, so I can do what I like for the whole week, not just miserable 2 days and few hours a day.
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It makes you think of the entire year and how lonely you've been and then how extra alone you are on that last day.
Sorry for dragging anyone who reads this down. I just needed somewhere to vent my thoughts and this seemed the only place that maybe someone sees it, even if that doesn't actually do much.
Here's to wishing fortune cookies actually came true.
No it doesn't
you just want to think that, instead you should think about goals and objectives for the new year
Well... I wasn't feeling bad about being alone today... since so far I've been treating it like every other day that I'm alone... but now that I'm thinking about it I'm sad. Thanks a bunch! lol
My family always holds a new years party and a lot of people come and I always hate it, but when we play smash I destroy everyone and feel good about myself.
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How does that differentiate it from other holidays?
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It makes you think of the entire year and how lonely you've been and then how extra alone you are on that last day.
Sorry for dragging anyone who reads this down. I just needed somewhere to vent my thoughts and this seemed the only place that maybe someone sees it, even if that doesn't actually do much.
Here's to wishing fortune cookies actually came true.
You think that's depressing check this out...https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F9rBzKJxbOk... you wont be depressed any more just pissed
I had the flu and my family said to stay at my apartment because they didn't want to get sick. And this was after my most of my friends went to Lafayette.
