Is it just me or is LoL one of the best games ever?

Seriously,i know there are a loooot of toxic people and people with 10 IQ brains but a lot of times playing LoL feels so good...I deal with depression all the time,anxiety (anxiety attacks) non-existing social skills,not beign able to have any really good friends except two only,feeling down&sad&suicidal a looot of times,constantly worrying about school and feeling afraid to fail or not so so well and dissapointing someone,hating myself for who i am,the ugly guy who has a long neck,terrible bad breath (which is for me uncureable,i tried everything that is possible,but nothing accept a few minta before i talk to anyone),being akward,crying because of all this,...While also always having to work all day hard sweat all day long in the summer for some pocket money to convert to RP to buy new skins...When i started playing lol it made me not think about a lot of stuff still a lot goint on tho,but lol is the only thing i play nowadays and it sort of helps me with everything i feel completed playing Draven or Jhin Adc last hitting minions one shotting enemy’s and etc..but hey if everything is down i can still go Jhin adc