It's been so long since I've watched an anime as it's airing

I can't handle waiting a whole week between episodes, I feel like I'm gonna claw my eyes out. But then I wouldn't be able to watch the next episode so............AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHH.

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