pregame chat is the saddest time before the game starts.

at first when your all friends/acquainted with before it starts then it turns worse then depressing when your losing kinda like a sweet/ crazy sour candy or goes from a colorful/happy world to a grey one.

it feels better getting flamed by someone who was silent before game (since i already steeled myself against their words already) then one we WAS friendly/optimistic before game starts. its like a dagger to my heart honestly i feel a sense of betrayal. depending on my mood i probably dodge the active chat games.