When Can I Go Back?
Hello, it's me again. I know my previous post sounded too whiny to respond to, so I'll just explain my situation:
Ever since I started playing League of Legends, I've always made risky, stupid decisions that have resulted in my immediate, repeated death in matches. After a while, I went to Training mode and developed a new, smarter way of doing things that has allowed me to lvl up in matches without dying 100 times in row (this is an exaggeration). However, when I tested out my method in PvP, I died a bunch of times in a row again. When that was combined with 1 or 2 players saying "u suck" THE ENTIRE MATCH, I panicked and returned to my risky strategy, which got me killed even more times.
We ended up surrendering.
At the end of the match, pretty much the entire team told me it was my fault we lost, which is true. They said to play Bot matches until I got better, and I took their advice. Now, probably close to half of the matches I've played are Bot matches.
I thought I was good enough to come back to PvP, but I was wrong.
"When Jungling, get Smite." By now, this is common knowledge. In bot matches, I've Jungled pretty successfully, but because of my thick-hardheadedness, I always got Heal instead of Smite. I never bothered to learn how to Jungle the RIGHT way. As a result, when I chose to Jungle in a PvP match, we lost. Literally EVERYONE ON MY TEAM told me to get Smite, but I thought "Heal is more useful than Smite." I was completely wrong.
You can imagine their reactions when I didn't get Smite, but just in case, here are a few: "y didn't u get smite?" "down syndrome" "dude ur handicapped" "autism" "there's something wrong with u"
We surrendered that match, too.
After that experience, I went back to Bot matches, got Smite, Jungled the way it's supposed to be done (the smarter, more beneficial way), and even figured out a secondary champion I could use if my primary was chosen by someone else.
However, I don't know if I've become good enough to return to PvP and actually do useful things.
I don't know whether I've gotten better at all, or if it's just because I've been against Bots.
I don't even know if I can ever go back to PvP.
So, here's my question: When can I go back?
If anyone had the patience to read this and reply, thank you in advance.
If anyone read this but didn't reply, please reply. I want multiple opinions.
And if anyone read this, and their response was "What a NNNNOOOOOOOOBBBB!!!!" and won't help me, I can't say that I'm not to blame.
Thank you all so much! To be honest, I didn't expect anyone to reply. Again, thanks for the advice!
Also, I'm writing my replies here because for some reason, I can't post comments or replies (I click the button, but it doesn't post).