I gave up on carrying

Title. I "carried" my way to gold 3, promos to gold 2. Had a long drawn out loss streak where I went from being 20 wins up from my losses at the start of the season to 10 losses up. Multiple times I got series back into gold 4 and 3, but eventually I ended up hitting rock bottom here at gold 5 0lp. I'm not the type to get upset or 'tilted' over this, I mainly just played carry roles (jungle, mid) and tried playing hard enough to balance out the under performing players on my teams. Obviously it didn't work in the long run, if you bother checking out my recent statistics I have some pretty bad games as a result. Well I have fun when I win and when I feel like I'm having an impact in the game (making plays) so this was making me disenfranchised with the game. It didn't help that my favorite champion, mordekaiser, didn't really fit well enough in the meta for me to play him often. Anyways I decided that if I wanted to continue having fun I was just going to play a different role. I tried top and adc, didn't really see a change either way. I'm an all around player (I usually have trouble answering what role I main) so no role was alien to me and there was no champion I couldn't play at a decent level (I consider myself mechanically good, and I own every champion). The end result was deciding I don't want to carry anymore since I'm not finding any fun in it, so now I'm maining support/fill. I actually enjoy this game now, I play with the mentality that whoever I'm supporting is just the me that wanted to carry, all I gotta do is enable that. tl;dr stopped tryharding the carry role and now just play support and enable my teammates to carry instead This doesn't really warrant discussion, or a thread even, I more or less just wanted to unload somewhere. btw buff mordekaiser plz