I still have hope
So i worked my ass off to get into gold four promos today and did it. One game we won, and I was so happy, one more game, just one more damn game that was all I needed. And you know what happened?
We went against two clear blatant boosters in a row, and of course the poor sorry saps who had to lane against them or got camped by them, got clobbered.
My promos gone, and I did a horrible decission. I told myself
"one more game"
Next game we are about to win, and Irelia says and I quote "your not the boss of me" when our entire team begs her to run away, she doesn't she ints , respawns, does it again.
So here I am, was about to be gold four, back at forty LP, all my hard work gone, back to where I started.
But despite that I still have hope, that if I work hard, my skill can carry me out of gold into plat. I won't give up on my personal dreams and goals, and I just hope riot fixes this terrible patch.