I'm finding I need to take a break this meta. I'm becoming more toxic and I hate it.

I just feel with everything going on this season, its getting so much harder to actually stay positive and well rounded each game.

When every game gets snowballed one side or the other, sunfire/iceborn on literally everything, towers being so weak my ult cannon feels like it has more health. Its getting so hard to even have a "we can come back!" attitude. I love this game but feel myself getting so toxic at teammates and myself, for playing the op champions with the bs itemization.

I hate myself for even getting stressed out in champion selecting seeing, oh look ekko, might as well lose now. Never have I felt champion select dictates a game so hard over my own personal skill.

In short, I just hate this meta. And its making myself more toxic and harder to even keep a fun and positive attitude. I know its on me to better myself and be the change, its just hard when everything in this meta tends to piss you off. /endrant ty for reading.