Who you are hating riot.

Hello all. I am a very simple person, who would love to be treated as a person. I made a new account here in hopes of having more equal games, but to also feel like a person in this world. To be normal would be such a blessing.. on my new account I get nothing but hatred after a while. I have a 40 game losing streak. I know that I need to get gud and I have been trying. But I am sorry I am not that gud. With both of my accounts i have 800 wins. Still tough I am not that gud. Twice now I have been disciplined for my "mouth" I understand that I need to be polite. I am being polite though. I say nothing but positive things to my team. I try my darnedest, every game until, I join a game an it starts out 10-0 within 5 min. After 5 games of that in a row yes i do get discouraged. When i start in on a 40 game loss streak, yes I start to feel bad and get a bit tilted.. Is that not normal? I have even muted everyone recently. I still am a noob though in games with people that have 1k wins+ Theses are the games where I am being reported. I am sorry that I am a noob, but I am a noob with 800 wins, and am routinely getting reported by my team when my opponent has 5k+ wins and just decimates me. What am I supposed to do, I mean I do like gnar top... but when I play him, I face an unstoppable yas, and then my team is angry at me and is ready to report me...... You know riot I can be at times a very sad person. But I would never dream of treating people the way you do. I have never wanted anything more than to feel the slightest bit of love from another human being. Thank you riot for showing me continued hatred. It really helps me in my desire to completely lose my mind. I need to get gud right? Cause I need to be able to win every last one of my 40 game losing streak games. If only I could get gud.