Why do I torture myself???
Before we go into this, don't comment "git gud" or some stupid fucking joke because at this point I've heard it all. "Oh yeah just practice" etc, you know. Now, some back round info. I started in season 3, only played norms, then I came back in season 6, played ranked and got into bronze 1, then got trolled into bronze 3. This season, I got bronze 5 and got into bronze 1. Now the issue I have is I can't get a single team with: 1. A normal team comp, 2.No trolls, and 3. No toxics/flamers. So the question I'm asking, is why do I continue to play this game? Every game I get is riddled with trolls, flamers, and shitty players. I'm not saying "I DESERVE DIAMOND EGGS DEE", but if I am not having any fun playing these games then why am I playing them? I'm actually sick and tired of this game yet I continue to play it for no reason. I don't receive anything for climbing, and even if I win, its not fun. So at this point, if I keep playing, and try to get a stupid fucking digital border, then what will I gain?