Help me find my main!
After months of juggling champions I've realized: I'm bad. I have some good games, but in general i'm not a good player.
I've been trying to find a Lane/Champion that suits me but it's like, whenever i find a champion i like i just end up having a few alright games and then end up sucking at it. I want a champion that's easy but still strong.. I don't really care which lane at this point.
I've tried:

I've had good games with
but if i'm up against like a good Zed, Yasuo, Orianna or Taliyah etc. I just lose. I get outplayed very quickly by better players so i kinda stopped playing her. Then i've tried jungle (

) but my map awareness isn't that great and i feel like an All in champion isn't my style as i really don't like to be the main shotcaller. I'd much rather just be someone who CAN do a ton of damage but isn't the main engage. I HATE BEING THE ONLY ENGAGE!
So taking all this in i tried
as she seemed perfect but eh.. yea.. let's not talk about that. (let's just say we don't talk anymore)
So now i'm lost. I'd hate to resort to playing support as i do really like to fight, mostly in Mid as i feel kinda lost in toplane (even if i win lane i'm pretty unsure what to do).
Maybe i should just start playing
again although i hate the fact i have to rely on building AP with my Q. Because if i don't do that i'm basiclly screwed.
Thanks for all the help guys, I appericiate it.