You just gotta keep trying

So hi, I was gold five last season, I am currently in silver one, was placed in silver two, got demoted to silver four, then after two months climbed my way back up to silver one.

So I will say the journey in climbing in league of legends has been long and stressful and in climbing I had to ask myself these questions?

Why am I even trying so hard?

I am probably never going to make it into the lcs, and it will be a miracle if I even hit diamond .

Do I want to become a respectable streamer? Yeah I do.

Would I like to go into content Creating? Yeah I do.

However the chances for any of the four things I listed are very low, getting into the lcs, hitting diamond, being a respectable streamer or youtuber. Frankly the odds are against me.

But you know what? I frankly don't give a damn, I fucking love this game guys.

I want to become a better player for I enjoy the game, I want to face stronger players so I can become stronger, so I can be in more organized and exciting games. I want to be a streamer that can teach people whom people admire.

However while I was in my promos for gold 5 I unfortunately made a few miss plays here and their, had a few bad teamates, and I failed.

But you just gotta keep trying, if you are passionate about something, you gotta work at it, you gotta practice, you have to understand why things happened the way they did. So to all my fellow people climbing this is all I gotta say.

Why do you want to climb? Is the goal worth it? If so. Work hard, never give up.

-Your fellow Toxic Silver scrub