Serious Question: How is it possible I lose 75%+ of my matches?
From what I understand, this game has a balancing mechanic where it tries to match players into approximately equal matches, so that almost all players should have a win% that approaches 50. So I don't understand how it is possible I lose 75%+ of my games? It is very frustrating.
PLEASE NOTE: I understand that I am terrible at this game. I get that. Someone better at the game could do better than me and not lose as many of those games.... But is it really possible I am basically the worst LoL player in the world??? Is it possible I am so terrible at this game that there is no tier of players awful enough for me not to lose against them most of the time? It seems impossible to me, because by any standard I am not usually the worst on my team. I always play cooperatively, try to work with the team and help as much as possible, I don't bicker with teammates or anything like that, and I always try to do the best that I can in the match. And my stats are not usually the worst for my team.
At this point I'm starting to get paranoid, like does Riot have some secret sh1t list you can get put on for mysterious reasons, to try to make you have a horrible game experience and leave? lol
I mostly only play ARAM and the special modes, does that have something to do with it? I'm not judging from a few games, but the past 40+ games I have played.
Thanks for any genuine thoughts or insights. Cheers.