An Endless Loop

I'm really losing hope for ranked mode. It's an endless loop of misery for low elo players. Yes, I'm talking about bronze and silver. My objective for this season is to atleast reach gold or high silver but as you can esee from my match history it hasn't been going well for ranked. I admit some of those games I did terrible I know how to improve so dont go saying "cut the ego kid" or some shit like that Every time I win a game or two i end up losing the next one either because of no teamwork, grouping or any of that. Its's become so bad I had to make a new account in hopes I can do better again.

I get it, some of you are going to say "Just look up videos" "lmao git gud m8" or you may even question why this discussion is here and what my point is. Point is I'm tired. Tired of this Endless loop of failure. People tell me to give up but I sill want to try and get better. I tried many different methods I even spent hours of my time dedicating it to educate myself on properly maintaining your lane and such. Most of the time I do really good at it but I can fail sometimes but that happens to us all, we fuck up and learn from our mistakes. That's how we grow and get better. Well I know this discussion may be unnecessary but I just want to get it out, hell maybe i'm missing a vital detail that can change the

if you really wish to know what lanes I go on II only go top and mid (but if those role aren't available for me Im really good at support) Here's the main champions I play in those specified lanes Top: Mid: support: Thresh is the only one I really play, if he's been taken I go

I get it there may be better champions then this, last time people recommended some "op" champions I was really good with them yet I still couldn't carry the games. (don't take this as me blaming my team) Either way i tried and it didn't work out either so i'm all out of fuckin ideas. maybe making that new account could give me another chance? who knows..

Again I know some of you might comment some things about why i'm terrible or something but I really am trying my best here, can you really blame me? This all revolves around the Endless Cycle of low elo players. I'm sure you've seen the games I've played in ranked, I have a lot of them. I admit, some of them were my fault I should've played better, but i'm learning what to do and what not to do.

Do say whats on your mind, rude or not. I respect everyones opinion and maybe it'll spark something in my braindead self. xd

Right well that's the end of my.... I guess.. a rant.. somewhat?

EDIT: I have a group of friends who do nothing but mock me and say im gonna go back to bronze and said i'm never going to get to gold. I know their just messing around but eh... I want to prove them wrong and show them I really can get to gold. (btw their silver 4-3)