I don't understand what this Matchmaking is.

Going through placements right now. 5th game in, and like, i feel like every game i'm giving it my all, early game i do perfectly fine. But then i see that all my lanes are losing 1v1 or 2v2. Then i get extremely dishartened and they just keep dying, then i start dying and making mistakes too. Next game rolls in and i get great laner's, like why can't i consistently get just 1 other person who atleast looks like their trying to win.

I'm at a loss for words, i have never seen games where the difference in strength was so large game by game. One game my laner's get bodied, then i get bodied by the enemy laner's they fed, next game we all do really well. What gives? Am i purposely being matched with bad player's in off roles or something after every win? Is my MMR making me match with people who aren't doing as well so hopefully i can carry them?

If so that's kind of jank and i never really liked ranked, i thought this season would be different but from what i'v seen it's kind of obvious match making is messed up.

Side Note Edit: I also feel like player's should be rewarded when they play well but still lose, it's makes ranked suck when loosing feels so much worse than winning, you give your all and then it's not worth it in the end.