Flex literally brought me in tears

Like how the fuck am i supposed to play that mode. I dont really like playing norms so i play flex as like an alternative. I got invaded. Over and over and over. And then non stop flamed repeatedly. Like how does that make someone play better and like i try not to mute because sometimes people have important shit to say but like god damn. Theyre allowed to flame me but you know its fine bc they didnt use a slur i guess. Fuck premades.