I feel trapped in this game
I feel like I cannot leave sometimes, and if I do I am punished. I do not know if this is me or a mental disorder of if everyone feels it. However, I feel like I am imprisoned. I've never been to prison, however I assume this is what it is like. I normally just stay in my room all day... or wherever my computer is... Then I play games, however most games I feel free... to leave at anytime. Whether it is in the loading screen, or in game...or character choice. Like, I sometimes feel like I shouldn't feel...punished for needing to leave. Or wanting to leave, even. I feel this sense of ....I don't know I feel a weight pulling on me whenever I play. This game is heavy on me. I love this game, but again it is hurtful to my mind. I do not know if riot is aware of this. I do not believe they are hurting me, but I think it would be useful if they made it feel a little less...heavy. I know some people will say don't play then, or suck it up baby. Etc, but I think there is a legit problem here. It is either in me or this game. In either case, I do not WANT to quit. I can and will if necessary. I do not NEED to quit. This game is detrimental to the health of some people. Mentally and physically. I do not think it is psychically detrimental to me. I am in decent shape. I can walk far distances without a problem. I can run, without a problem. I do not have issues there. Mentally however, I do have issues. This game, does not help them at all in anyway shape or form. No offense. Riot. I don't know why, but I would never ever ever sue you guys. Over anything, and I am sure you would never do the same. I am sure you know, I am poor and you would gain nothing but my pain. Or my computer. lolo I would never ever sue you guys, but I do think about why I feel this way. I think to myself, why do I even ask that? Do I need money that badly...or is this the sort of thing people can sue for? No, I don't want or need money that badly. However, it would be helpful. To my poor ass life. The problem is, I do not sue anyone. I probably never will. I'm not the type. If I were the type, would i? Maybe. I'm not sure. I would sue someone if they hit me in the face, maybe or beat me up. or something, maybe if I could. I probably wouldn't though. Would I sue someone for forcing me to stay through emotional trauma? probably if I could yes. So, I mean you are forcing me to stay with mentally and emotionally abusive assholes on the internet where I feel imprisoned and trapped. I can't leave, because then my account is punished. Then I am punished for trying to run away. What's that? are you guys trolling me? like why? I don't know. This is just another generic "this game is toxic" post. This player base is toxic for sure. 1000%. All around, even the best players have been infected. Even the best more pure and most pure riot employees have been infected. By something, something awful. Something horrible. I don't know. Yes, you are all awful whether you are going to admit it or not. yes, so am i. Yes, I am too, and I admit that. Because, there is no real way to avoid the weight and drama of this game. I'm sorry, but if you play or have played or work for riot, I am positive...there is something out there...from this game that has made you mildly ...less good as a person. You can say that about the internet in general, as well. However, the stains and the poison tends to fester here. It's a fairly well stained toxic environment with plenty of diseases to catch. Very, very unfortunately...a contaminated zone. It's all contagious. We all have to deal with it, and we all have something to do with it. Yet, that's the only way to fix it. If we work together. Only together, can we reverse the pain and suffering brought upon us all by this game. That is, literally the only way. So, if you as the player base, or you as employees...cannot work together, or with me on this. We, will never fix this issue. This issue will never resolve, and will be a constant. It will always exist and this problem, will always be with this game until its dying day. From the start to the finish, it has always been this way. Back to the front some song lyrics. Etc, not a troll post.com -Daniel \take it easy that's all I have for now.
fuck you veigar
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