About Sums It Up

Que for a match, Load into game, Get crapped on in every lane before 7 mins in and go down 0/10, Sludge through 20 more mins of getting steamrolled because the snowball is real, Finally ff around 30 mins if the nexus hasn't already been destroyed, Get told I'm the reason other lanes got solo killed and fell behind, Be told I need to just "Get Good" even though we've been playing with a handicap from the advantage given up in the first 5 mins,
wonder when ill get a team that doesn't feed in the first 5 mins, contemplate why I even exist at all or why i try to have fun when people admit to inting and trolling but I'm the toxic one? Cry myself to sleep, Que for another match knowing exactly what is going to happen in the next match, Post it to the boards to be told I'm the problem and i need to get good.
About sums it up.