@mortdog ARAM and idk what else to say here.

i would actually like to play some of the stuff the enemy is. and this goes on match after match where i reroll after reroll end up with stuff that is just way out of my skill level to even try in this meta.

Why do i have to fight so many overpowered enemy teams? I honestly have no idea what i am playing. I don't know how to play +-90% of the stuff aram hands me.

I have a disability "missing right arm" and i'm expected on 200 ping to do something with impossible odds.
Nothing really makes sense i have no idea what runes to choose. No idea what items work. No idea how buffs or nerf affect certain champs most of the time.

it seems like people on the enemy team are just having the most wonderful time.

Tell me how to improve. what can i do? i need guidance. i need help.