Another Wood 17 Q.Q
I am in Bronze 4 right now. I'm not super new, I've played for about 6 months give or take. Despite that, I'm pretty bad. I have a hard time. I'm definitely not a great player. This hell that is the Bronze elo, though, is not for me. Everyone has bad games. I definitely have. I'm really contemplating quitting because of my ranked experiences, though.
There have been countless games where my team just doesn't play well. At all. It's literally a 50/50 chance as to whether my team or their team will just feed. There's no skill involved. We can be up by ten kills five minutes in and still wind up losing. I'm not good. I can't carry a feeding team. I am good enough, though, to not make stupid macro mistakes. Counter jungling with no vision, backup, or map awareness. No mia pings ever. Tower diving with half hp and getting outplayed. Diving in a 1v4 because one player is low health and you may get a kill.
I get 20+ lp for a win, and 15- or so for a loss. The system wants me to move up, I think, but I can't do this. If I try to coordinate with my team, I likely get flamed for being bossy. If I give tips for feeding, I get flamed back. It's constant scrutiny from teammates, and it sucks. Like I said, I don't win every game and get pulled down by my team, but it happens often enough that I don't enjoy playing for the fear of just losing.