How do I improve from being d5 player ?
First season of playing league, I ended plat 3, and for the next 3 seasons I was d5, this season I'm d4. But earlier in the season I was d1 with a 65% win rate, then uncarriable games (for me at least) happened and I started dropping, and I just quit playing ranked to save my tiny bit of sanity. Same thing happened last year, but with me getting d2.
Funny thing is last season I was OTP soraka to d2, this season I was OTP udyr to d1, but both times got pulled back to low diamond. No matter what I tried, I just kept dropping with games being literally decided in 10 mins. I have screenshots of games being over in 20-25 mins for weeks.
I wanna get better and learn how to carry low diamonds, because otherwise I'll just stop playing ranked completely, it's the most toxic shit to play in this elo.
But where do you learn all that ? I watch streams but I can't figure out what I'm missing. Probably it's macro, but when you don't know what you're doing wrong, it's hard to see how others are doing it right. Any advices ?