I won 2 games in a row (vent)

And im on tilt, im fucking tilted.

You know why? because i was ahead in lane when i got level 6 instead of garen first! oh yay :D (i all inned and got a kill)

but then the jungler, oooh the jungler, he took a turret shot and i thought he was gonna tank tower, so i go in without R because i knew i wouldnt need it, so i flash combo and guess what? malphite wasnt tanking, so i die, and he dies and garen gets a double and is now the most busted champion in league of legends because of 2 kills (im sorry if im overexagurating but im fucking tilted so give me a break) the enemy ended up surrendering because our Zyra was probably annoying them to death and nothing more, im tilted after i WON for christ sake, i won and im so mad and tilted. Winning has no affect on how im feeling for some reason, shouldnt i be happy riot? huh?