For the first time ever, I am legitimately prepared to quit this game

I never thought I'd say this. or even post it. but I'm $1,000 plus deep in money spent on this game, and I am finding it less and less fun.

Never before has the game felt like a burden where its you against the world.

but since dynamic queue that is what the game feels like now. between the stress of the amount of broken champions you have to worry about (and not even being able to ban all of them) the bigger issue ever so prevalent is the solo player playing with and against premades.

the best players can carry a terrible premade. and if you are substantially better than your opponents you will still find a way to prevail. none the less every game I feel that if I don't play out of my mind I am guaranteed to lose. and if i do play insanely out of my mind I will barely have a chance at winning. Just today is an example. start 7/0, am drawing jungle pressure. ganked 5 times in 6 minutes. still kill my lane opponent 3 times, roam get a double kill for my bot lane...but none the less my premade was 150 ping chinese 4 man premade and they lost every single team fight despite me being fed and being LULU of all people to keep them alive. vayne suicide, darius flashing into a rammus? i mean. this is the kind of stuff I have dealt with every single game it seems like. sometimes i'm good enough to carry. in that game I barely was. a game that last season I would've carried and ended in 25 minutes, turned into a nearly 50 minute stress game. and this happens every. single. game. if i happen to note game the 3 or 4 man premade its usually a breeze. but with premades I have to hope my premade group is better than theirs because they will never listen to your shot calls or work with you. i've tried working with them, but if their team fight is bad it just makes it so much harder than it needs to be.

and thats the problem. this game is no longer about individual skill. its about how well you and your friends can work against them and their friends. and if you like to play alone, well fuck you. you are left to get fucked over by the new system.

i do not care if 90% of players prefer dynamic queue. if riot leaves players like me just left in the dust with no options. I'm done. I'm out. I can win like this. I'm sure I will climb eventually and with time, but the fun factor is no longer there. this game is getting less fun every single day for me. and that is the real issue. winning or losing is not the issue. I've lost a lot . i lost a lot last season. I'm gold for a reason. but when the game feels like i have be a beast every single game to even have a chance at winning there is an issue.