WHat do I do with Teemo?
Nobody knows me. But I'm that guys who only going to this boards to whine about how Teemo isn't get loved by balance team and how hard is to play as Teemo main in season 1+ I tell you that my life s miserable. And shitty (you don't want to know but it's really is) and when I'm playing in game that I'm playing only cause of Teemo (I really do) I immediately stumble across negativity and frustration cause of my pick. Every now and then junglers ignoring my lane cause I'm teemo and useless. When they do help its 15% success and i'm okay, 70% unsuccess and they never ganking again cause "you're useless" and in other cases they just feed my laner which destroys my lane completely.
People around doing mistakes always seeking whom they can attack and blame. And I'm being Teemo always have this global taunt even working on my own teammates. They literally sometimes blaming me that their game is lost "whelp they have GP and we have teemo" saying 5/11/4 kha'zix. I can describe almost every situation which is unhealthy for my psychological innards. But I won't cause I know you don't care. Most of you who will read this will downvote this thread cause you annoyed by Teemo and his playerbase. Even Riots themselves stated that Teemo is annoying and useless by creating those "clouds" with words. Where all other champs contain "power, fun, damage" and Teemo's cloud contains mostly "annoying, devil, shrooms, and annoying (yes twice)".
I can't help but play this game. I was playing XCOM 2 and was free from it till I finished it, but after this I returned and continued cause there is no better game for me as LoL where Teemo is exists. Cause I'm addicted to playing LoL as a Teemo. I don't know why. I don't know how to get rid of this addiction. Every day I just playing few+ games as a Teemo and I know that at least one of these games I lose cause I really suck and I really useless in comparison to other champions that people even do not main. I literally can't outdo anyone now. After these new patches where all were buffed and Teemo got few HP and attack damage buffed a little (really?) I can't handle anyone. I'm always behind. People picking meta over and over and I'm struggle. Every game for me is pain in my chest. And yesterday I had a nervous breakdown cause People start flame me even more and I know that I can't do anything about it. I understand their frustration Teemo do suck in most cases, but THEY DO NOT understand the frustration of everyday for long time from the very first season playing Teemo and get flamed and blamed. It's like a masochistic stuff that you returned to but I don't want this stuff. I don't want to be flamed and blamed and be annoying for my team. I want to help. I want to be able to do useful things not stuff that can be countered with few free red trinkets and two items which is now everytime on every team.
And I know some people out there who really enjoying and actually can playing good as Teemo (mostly because they have better brains, better help form teammates). But I can't and I still want and will. My brain isn't working good. Maybe I'm dumb maybe I'm tilted too much cause I expect nothing less than an immature flaming in my address (even /mute all doesn't help). That's why I can't go as far as diamond. Cause people know how to handle Teemo and I don't know how properly build him or what to do to be relevant as other champions nowadays.
Please send help.
