As A Support Main, I Find Myself Not Improving
I've been playing since season 6, and the whole time I was playing support (sometimes mid if I get picked and I do well in Mid as Ahri). But today, as I was playing with some friends, I find myself not being a great player. I am a great support and I enjoyed playing support, but when my friends told me to play ADC, that's when I find myself a useless player who cannot carry. I felt... Discouraged? When I was playing ADC, I didn't think I did anything, and when I 1v1ed one of my friend, I kept losing to him (he was gold while I am Bronze), and I felt that I lost those 1v1s even with my best champs because I've been playing support. I feel useless, like I want to do something, but I find myself being carried by others, but I don't carry my team. I mean, I played well as a support, but I am not carrying my team, I make my team carry, and I find myself not a great player because I only play support.
I don't know how to word this, but let's just say I'm being discouraged now and find myself a player who cannot carry others and always wants someone else to carry me while I make them carry. I feel like playing support helps my team to win, but not making myself being a carry. I feel I'm too passive, I feel anxious when fighting against others and I fear if I do something wrong, my teams is going to blame me.
Let's just say I am a weak player who doesn't carry people and mostly make them carry for me. I now want to get that mentality of carrying and being more aggressively, but how? And what lane (probably mid) and what champions?
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