Playing In High Elo just as shitty as Low Elo
TBH this post is just a bunch of shit from different topics mixed in and the first paragraph doesn't even have to do with the title. I just like writing.
When I was climbing ranks from Bronze 5 all the way to Diamond 5 I felt like I accomplished so much being the top 2% of the ladder. I could improve without feeling any real pressure. But now that I've hit Diamond 3 I've learned so much about the game that I didn't know when I was Diamond 5. The skill gap between Master and Diamond 5 is actually the same as the skill gap between Bronze and Diamond 5. Playing a Diamond 3 game is WAY different than playing in lower elos. You are expected to play pretty much perfectly and that is the thing that drives me insane. When I was lower elo and I made a mistake I would just be like "eh mistakes don't really matter as long as i win". Now every time I make a mistake I have to question if I even belong in Diamond 3 or how I am going to reach Master or Challenger. I feel like I have really good Macro of the game now but there are two mistakes I make VERY often and it mentally fucks me every time I do it. I'm an ADC main and I've been using attack move since the day it got changed to target the nearest TARGET. I guarantee I have the shittiest mouse accuracy in mid diamond and every time I misclick during a trade or teamfight it makes me feel like crap. The second biggest mistake is not using heal before they ignite me. Its such a big habit using heal right before you die but now that supports are taking ignite you have to use it the second they engage I guess. I'm sure a lot of you would feel great after going 14/6/11 but I actually felt like shit after that game. I died twice to Jarvan with both my sums up when I could have easily flashed his knockup or healed his ultimate. Challenger players wouldn't have given those two kills.
I know that high diamond might seem like elo heaven to you people but its the same shit except more stressful. I get the same shit you people get from the player base, honestly it is probably even worse. There are only like 5000 people in d3+? that means i'll be playing in a mmr pool of around 1500 people which means you will pretty much have 50% of the people in your last game in the next game if you re queue after that game and you WILL face players multiple times even if you don't re queue. They make dodge lists and they also have intentional feed lists where they int if they get on the same team as a player on that list and you are one lucky fellow if you are on that team.
You also get treated like shit every so often. Do you know how many times someone has brought up that I have over [Instert any number over 200] games and I'm ONLY diamond 3. Oh yeah I did bad one game, I guess I do deserve platinum and I should end my life.
One more thing I should mention is when people ask how to get better at league from challenger players, they leave out A LOT of information. Sure, csing better and focusing more on objectives are good tips but there is so much more to getting better at league. It makes me sick when I see guides on how to get better at league when its the same regurgitated crap and if anyone has seen that CLG is partnered with Legendary Builds. As if looking at builds professional players are using is going to make you be better. There are also these apps that track what level your stats are at for each game like Lolsumo. Based on the time of the game it calculated what tier each stat is at like KDA, Kill Participation, CS. It's told me I've played like a gold player before.
I don't know these are just some thoughts at being highish elo. I wish I knew how higher elo players thought about things like these when I was low elo.