It's time to make this life worth of living it
Finally. I encouraged myself and I did it. I uninstalled League. I am going to talk a bit about my experiences with the game, so if you "I DON'T GIVE A FUCK 'BOUT YA LIFE MAN STFU" just go and do other thing.
Today I kept thinking on how many problems has this game brought me. I got a 40/100 in Maths this trimester. That made me think about how I waste my time, and how much free time I have that I could use to study or do something actually worth of my time (instead I played League and watched League videos/streams)
Also, this week I got demoted from Bronze III and now right before uninstalling (I was going to do it even though I wouldn't get demoted) I got demoted to Bronze V. I got an Ahri support that said I'm good Ahri I carry xd We all know what happened right.
During this week, during all the times I played ranked, I noticed that I didn't have fun losing, and it is hard not to when you have such matchmaking system (Hey, I'm not Faker neither so I don't win any game, nor Faker does) I got too burned. People insulting, inting, feeding, questioning every move you do...
It isn't worth my time. I started to play when Ivern was released and noticed that actually many people irl played the game. Luckily, I started to play in NA server (I live in Brazil and I'm Spanish, it's weird, I know)
Once I asked a classmate, what did elo give him. We all know the answer.
I honestly hate this country and my life hasn't been good the last year, and League has been a kind of refuge to me.
But I noticed that I just entered into the Wolf's jaw.
I haven't done homework to play League. I haven't studied for exams to play League. I have lied to play League.
If you think like this, uninstall, make yourself a favor.
The last days I've been complaining about troll people and troll pick. Now that I have uninstalled I see them like losers, don't you have anything better to do than waste your time playing this game that won't bring you anything and you are even doing that?
Congratulations, you got a balloon for your play!
Shoutouts to myself and all the people that told me to uninstall, you guys were right!!!
It's time for me to start chasing my dreams. My dream right now is get out of this fu***** country (Brazil) and get a scholarship to study in Denmark. I don't know why but I want to go there so hard. I am planning on studying Business.
My plan was to take some experience and then make my own e-sports team. Not today friend. I actually ask myself, people don't take you seriously, they don't appreciate your job. What will those players do after getting bored of the game? Nor their career is that long neither their salaries are that good.
Well, I think that I said all what I needed to.
I actually appreciate if you give me your opinion about what you think :)
If you are on the age to join college or close to, if you have dreams worth to chase I recommend you to stop playing. You will notice how much free time you made just to play this game.
Sorry if my English was too bad, but learn Spanish yourself imo 