I won more games as a rager.

For months now I have battled and battled, both on the boards and in league against people and always losing. I would have issues with carrying games and losing just because unfortunately 1 person cannot carry against 5 when 4 people are feeding. I am still on a streak of never ending afks, trolls or just people who are clueless. I would honestly say 5 weeks. I was told by many people and rioters to relax and don't rage because it discourages people and they do worse and then you lose. Wrong. I have tried this. I have won about 20% of my games in the last week. I don't rage, I barely talk. I say hi and encourage people to play champs they want to play. I ward lots and focus on my own game. I am on a 5 game lose streak. This has happened for about 2 weeks. Win 1 game because half the other team DC or was just horrible, then lose 4-5 in a row. Win 1 because of other team DC and troll, then lose 4-5 in a row. I am not the case for losing every game. I play adc, I am not claiming I am perfect at it in anyway, I know I have lots to work on; but overall I am a good enough adc to give the other adc a good challenge, and am good at cs. So the point is, I honestly right now am winning about 20% of my games, apparently the system is set so everyone is roughly at 50%... apparently I am just a magnet to people who like to lose. I could not say a word all game except gl hf, gj, and gg and my team would still be making poor decisions and throwing a perfectly winnable game. When I use to be toxic and rage a lot, I would be winning about 60% of games. Riot wants ragers and wants trolls. When will the curse lift off of me.