I think I got to a point where I played too much league.

When I was leveling up my first league account, which I deleted last year, league was pure entertainment. I loved playing Tristana because I got her through Riot's facebook account and Riot Tristana was my first ever skin to use. Then when I played ranked for the first time ever and hit silver 5 and tried to climb to gold during season 4, It was so fun and enjoyable. Then season 5, I finally hit gold 5 and ended up Gold 2, 60 LP. Last season I hit Plat 4 as my highest as an adc main. Through all these, I think I got better and better at league. Now I know all the match ups that go together with and against. I know how to cs, I know how to teamfight and I know how to play ranked with my mindset. BUT It's not fun. It just seems like all the same thing I just repeat and they don't mean anything to me at all. I think I started feeling like this after I hit gold 5 for the first time. Every time I play, I feel tired and all of my senses are numb. Maybe, it is time to stop league at this point, and I feel so sad about this. League was part of me and I played league as if I were a pro gamer or something. Whenever I see someone who is so passionate at their ranked games, I envy them so much. I miss my old good feeling and attachment to league.