Lost 62 of my last 85 games...
A little backstory;
I started playing seriously on December 21st (I'd played a couple times on and off until level 10 before that), so I've been playing about 6 weeks. Originally, I had no idea what I was doing but I still managed to do fairly well with Nami. I placed in Bronze 3 when I did my placements, and climbed up to Bronze 2. I stayed in Bronze 2 (except one drop to B3 and a reclimb to B2) for almost 3 weeks.
And suddenly... things hit the fan. No matter who I use; Malzahar, Nami, Annie, Brand, Sona, etc... I just can't seem to influence the game. I know I'm infinity better than I was when I started a few weeks ago. I place close to 1 ward per minute these days. I buy control wards, I break wards (I'm getting better at this). Lately, I've been winning lane pretty much always.
But it just seems like an unbreakable streak. I finally thought I broke it and I was back around .500 or a little higher, and then I've lost 10 in a row again. Admittedly, I got titled and picked a stupid champion one of those games - but still. How am I better at the game now but I lose at such a ridiculous rate?
I know I've improved warding. I know I've improved staying alive (my average deaths is down over 2.0 since I first started ranked). I even know I've improved roaming (it's not rare for me to help my midlaner pick up a kill or two in the first 6 levels).
I know my biggest weakness is trying to stay alive in big team fights (since I feel like I'm always focused so hard), but aside from that this streak which is starting to happen again boggles my mind.
I have a friend who used to be Diamond (now Gold, doesn't play as much anymore) and he says that I'm a lot better than my ranking. While sometimes I get irritated in team chat for not following my commands, not using my wards, not listening/watching for pings... I would never blame my teammates for me being where I am. And that's why I'm here - I want to be better. I don't want to be stuck in Bronze forever. But those things are all secondary to this ridiculous loss rate. It just seems crazy.