I lose Every Match I don't Carry: Ranked is a Broken Cesspool due to Matchmaking
I'm obviously not the best player in the world, but I'm solid. I started off rough in ranked, probably lost 10 of my first 15 matches, but as I learned to carry my winning percentage slowly got better. Eventually I brought myself back up to 48% around the middle of this week with some awesome games/scorelines: 15/2/7, 11/2/5, etc. I felt really good about it. I'd managed to pull myself within four wins of reaching .500., and also a win away from breaking into Silver V promo's when elo hell ran happened. I started losing nonstop no matter how I played. I think I dropped 15 of my next 20 matches, give or take a few, and ended up right back where I started. The bottom of Bronze II with little LP.
Now I'm at a point in ranked where, if I do not carry, I do not win. Even more, my matches generally aren't closely contested, but are instead decided in the first 10-15 mins as my teams Mid, ADC, and JG combine for 10+ deaths. Perhaps the matchmaking system observed me performing well over a stretch of matches and misidentified me as a smurf, I don't know, but I seem useless anymore. I can't scale fast enough to cover for my teammates mistakes, and if I make a mistake myself? Game over. I don't get ganks, I don't get help, and my team hardly coordinates because they're too busy chasing kills through the JG blind. It's essentially me versus 9 other players and it's made ranked a horrifyingly depressing experience. The fruits of my labor do not pay off, and I no longer feel like I'm impacting matches one way or the other. I've begun asking myself what's the point is in investing time learning how to play if my contributions are largely negligible anyway? The less invested player that is trying out a new champion for the first time will have much larger influence on the outcome of any particular match.
Granted, I understand that if I were a Challenger smurf I wouldn't be having these problems. I'd be able to carry myself out of Bronze and up the ladder easily with a 75% win rate while dominating matches with busted characters. But I'm not a challenger, and I don't play the best of most broken toons. I'm just a normal player trying to get better and have fun while doing it. But losing over, and over, and over again no matter what I do isn't that.
I feel my only option at this point is to create a new account and start fresh.