Is it hard to get out of silver or am I just bad?
I have been playing league for quite some time, maybe 2 years and I understand that I am not the best player in fact I'm actually really bad compared to like 90% of people who play and I am ranked silver 5. Now I have read lots and understand that every game is winnable and you need to focus on your mistakes rather than the mistakes of your team so I have done that lately and improved quite a bit over the past few months but gotten nowhere. Most of my plat friends just tell me to work on my macro gameplay because my mechanics are pretty good but it honestly just seems almost impossible to get out of silver. I played a game yesterday where a player literally admitted to trying to get his account permabanned after inting the entire game and using several racial slurs in all chat. More than a quarter of my games in silver 5 have something like this happen with a person intentionally feeding and saying that they want to lose and of course my plat friends are saying oh just hard carry but I am no where near good enough to carry a game where there is a 5/20 blitzcrank running it down mid. I understand that I make a lot of mistakes and am still a pretty bad player but it feels impossible to get out of silver.