So an open conversation inviting people and especially Riot
Hi there. You might know me. You probably don't. I'm not amazing or super skilled or great or anything like that at all. I am pretty good though.
For the trolls I gave you a poll so that you don't even have to waste your time commenting.
I have to ask, what do you do when you don't hard carry? What happens when your team is just horrible (or being outplayed in 2 out of 3 lanes before the circle jerk comes to your lane)?
I used to really enjoy league...but now it's just unfun. It's kind of depressing and feels like nothing more then a waste of time to play. It's not something I really enjoy, though I keep playing because either someone asks me to play or because I'm hoping maybe I'll actually get in a good game. This is a terrible thought to have.
I haven't been outside of silver in a couple seasons...i can't bring myself to do the grind...it's more about playing against my own team then the other, it has been for a while. I mainly play support (played top for a little bit but then a bunch of changes and lethality and it didn't feel right anymore) and the drastic changes feel like knee jerk reactions that, no matter the meta, I can't seem to make a big enough difference to win games. All it takes is one lane feeding (usually top) or one person just completely pissing off or trolling...and the game is more or less dumpstered. It feels like I have minimum impact outside of my lane and despite if I do good or not, I have to hope my entire team at least does decently or the game is over by first tower.
Or on my first back bot tower is lost right away.
What's the idea here? How do I go back to enjoying the game? I don't mind loosing sometimes, especially if it's a good game, or I get outplayed...but someone hyper mobile/CCin'g me from 100-0 isn't really feeling like being out-skilled...it feels like a cop out of what should be interaction.
If we can avoid trolling or the usual "git good" I would appreciate it. As I said, I'm not the greatest player, but I know I'm better then where I'm at. I know I can play with people on a higher caliber then myself, and generally enjoy it. Feels like a closer game, and like there's more back and forth...maybe a chance to come back sometimes. I'm asking in honesty because I would like to enjoy league again. I would like to want to play ranked again. I would like to feel like climbing won't feel like I'm playing against myself because one or two bad games means I'm back at the bottom again, because the trolls, feeders or 'smurfs' are just dumpster the quality of games.
Does anyone have any advice other then quit? I would appreciate it. Thanks for taking the time to read, I know it's a lot, I hope you all have an awesome night.