Fuck riot

Just played four games and got troll teams. I was 4 wins away from gold but the matchmaking is so bad I get trolled every single game. I understand I need to be at the game and be able to carry. But can I be told how do I win vs 9 people? It's like riot purposely gives me the most piss of shit players and have me carry them to move up a tier. I get called a bronze and how I reach s1 but the higher ranks lose lanes and I get jungle karma and a jungle rumble. Last game had a jinx build yommuus and blackclever. You would think that a silver player would know how to build or a feeding jax quitting because he doesn't care anymore. Why do I have to suffer when all I try and do is carry. Why can't the match system give me players that win instead of giving me all the noobs when I am about to move up the ranks? Sometimes it feels like winning lane is meaningless. My win lane ratio is probably 7 out of 10 games but it's pointless when I only win 1 out of those games. Fuck you riot and would be good if all the money I spend would be refunded because the game it just cancer. I've played the game since season 1 and I know why I wasn't good back then. But am sure am not a silver player or a bronze. So why do I need 5 people to be able to move in rank it's pointless. The more games you win with 5 people the start giving you gold 1 teams vs s3 s2 s1 teams makes no sense. It's crazy because I loved the game but all it took was just 2 days and 6 loses to hate the game.