Tilt, anger and agitation.
Hi there for those reading this, this is sort of a post for me to vent about my recent endeavors in the game but tips and whatever input you have would be appreciated. So lets begin, I recently got to Diamond 5 about 2 weeks ago and have been fluctuating between Diamond 5 and Diamond 3. However, recently I've been noticing a trend in my games where I'm honestly just getting AWFUL teammates. By awful, I mean seriously just pure awful to the point where I fail to understand how they're in this elo. Regardless of how well I'm playing, the majority of my teams are just seriously bad. Example, I went 5/1 in the midlane as Kassadin about 15 mins into the game. I got a kill in my lane, a kill from roaming top lane and three kills from tp'ing botlane to get a triple on their jungler and botlane. REGARDLESS, the score was like 7-23 in that time or something like that. Every single laner on the enemy team was fed and there was literally nothing I could do. As soon as their team started grouping they would push objectives and there was nothing I could do to stop it with how behind my teammates were despite my attempts to be present ALL ACROSS THE MAP. That was enough to tilt me. Regardless, next game I was Riven into Garen and still managed to get 2 kills top at like 12mins. But of course, the score was like 2-13, where I was the only one with kills. And they just snowballed their lead. At this point I'm just feeling like unless I get teammates that can AT LEAST hold their own in lane and not feed, then I'll have a chance. But that's just a matter of chance, that I get good teammates, which is seemingly become more and more rare. I never believed in an elo hell and will continue to not believe in it, but it really feels that way. And yes, atm I'm D5 because I just lost 6 games in a row where I had seemingly good scores and got demoted from D4. I'm just so fucking frustrated and on the verge of just taking a long break from this fucking game cause I cannot stand these teams I'm getting. It's seriously infuriating especially when not only I'm doing well, but I'm roaming and am present all across the map. Like what the fuck is there left to do? Just hope I get a better team in the future? I don't know. I really don't, I'm just so frustrated and angry with the game I'm not even enjoying it at all.