Player mentality around "open mid" is skewed.
You would rather "open mid" so you could get into another game that you have a higher chance at winning than just try to rough it out and win the current game?
That means you will lose the first game and possibly come back to a net LP of 0 IF you win the second game. But if you just try to win the First game without "open mid" as soon as you feel like you're down and out, you could come back on top and be in a net gain of +20-30lp instead.
Your logic is skewed and you're cancerous to this game.