Autofill on first games of coming back after few days off

Coming back to league of legends thinking about a reason to play as like ''oh im thinking of my adc ashe plays and i want to log in and play that'' and starting a game as an autofill or second lane when im a OTP is insanely annoying. I just started a game as my black sheep role of jungle when no one wanted to change and i got invaded, we got fed on and shit like this. First game after few days off being rusty SHOULD NOT lead into a fucking autofill