Sharing my experience

I been playing League for a while now and i got placed in GOLD 5. I really don't mind playing to ''win'' every time, but to have a fun game. Well i went from there to SILVER 5 Almost Bronze now. I feel like this game is trolling me, because every time i get teammates that seems like bots. I know if im losing is because i have to be better. But to be real, the only way i can really see i would carry with such teammates is if i was as skilled as challengers. What i mean with bad teammates is people that never listen to me whenever i suggest something. Like right now i was playing and i was all the time telling the top to group up with us, he never came and i wasn't the only one everyone in our team was telling him and the JG to group up with us. They never listen, i get almost EVERY SINGLE GAME people that AFK and leave. When they are not AFK and leaving they fed. They don't fed that much because most of the time i gank and gank to give my lead to other lanes. So i'm not complaining about feeders but Trollers, if feeders was my problem i would't be here because i can deal with that. Even when i give lead to my team they lose the lead again because when i get kills or something they all leave, i say get tower guys but hey they are like kids ''Let me go home bro, i just got all carried by this guy but i did all the work omg im so pro let me buy 100 items and keep carryng'' Even tho all he was doing was smashing the head to the keyboard or staying under tower while i take care of everything. So this LOW on ranked whenever the enemy gets 1 tower is almost GG for your team because then they start roaming and pushing lanes and your team never group to contest that, so you will get like 4 towers down after they get the 1 one and you cant do nothing. This is a team game, you cant just 1v3 or 1v4 people like that. I encourage my team to join discord to communicate, they never want. Whenever someone dies the first time, they start typing in global chat ''Report top for feeding pls'' ''you suck'' ect making my team play worse than they already want and making them rage. There is nothing that will make you more angry that one kid on a pc telling you mean things and you cant fucking punch him in the face or say something. The best thing you can do is mute them, but even tho they never mute them. They start typing more than what they play and when you see the game is done and start blaming each other for losing when most of the time the person that is flaming is the one that doesn't know what are they doing. All this bad luck cycle started when i got a really toxic player on my team and he was SOOO toxic and troller that i started to fall in his trap. I started to fight with him in the chat because he was actually doing all wrong and when he dies he says omg my team is bad ect ect. Everything he said we where doing bad he was actually the one doing it. In the end i got restricted for like 15 games, and started to be placed in teams that are like bots. And the troller never got banned or restricted. At this point i belive im starting to be worse player overall, im getting raged more easily because im always on a toxic team and that is contagious and playing with them all the time is making me play like them too i think. I just win 1 game because i got a team that is not like bots, then i lose 2 or 3 because i get all trollers or people that play like their first league game. LITERALLY, a jhin trying to harras a yasuo going past the minion wave having all the minions hitting at him, and then following under tower. If i had a bots team i think i would have a better chance to win than that. Please this is some kind of trolling to me or what?. This shit got me stressed and im about to unistall the game.