My intro to league

As far back as i can remember the escape that video games gave me was awesome due to in real life i am a half-blind near homeless guy who is trying everyday just to make ends meet. i could be anyone in a game or go anywhere be anything before i knew what a moba was i ended up playing a lot of single player games where the main focus was to be a god and i studied and researched every aspect of each game to the point that when Dark Souls came out i could tell you everything about it and give you direction based on the monsters you saw.

But the story ended before i could ever really enjoy it no matter how much i played them for me it was over too soon i wanted more from the games i played then one day my friend was playing a game on his computer he said it was too difficult to just dive into without doing research into the roles as far as i was concerned it was something new and boy i fell in hard i remember when intro was the hardest thing i could ever have imagined as soon as i got my first taste of victory and the long back story behind each character i was totally hooked i currently am unranked but that will change as soon as i get better as a summoner anything is possible in the league i see that now but then i heard of DOTA tried it after 6 months of league hated it i felt that all to familiar feeling that i was not gonna like it and i was right after one match i uninstalled it and went back to bots lol.

I have recently moved into the pvp server and it was blood boiling to see the very characters that i faced in bots move differently and actually build counter to me all of a sudden my awesomeness was shut all the way down and i was shown that i knew nothing of the game and needed to respect the mechanics or die to them any tips to help me improve would be very much appreciated