Everytime defeat is annoying af!

Am i fcing cursed? why every time i have to lose. if i was playing that bad that i wood help my team lose i wouldn't write that right now..... i play with so bad teammates.. all the time. i play with usseless trashes.. and they'r so retarted that they make me f&ing angry... and have good KDA at the most of my games. even in a defeat. and i keep reporting flamers feeders trollers and others.. no feedbacks This shitty riot games have something personal with me.. ik that this discussion is going to be deleted.. i dont give a fck at all. do it..