What I learned about ranked and why its dumb
I have only really tried ranked seriously this season and I am about to get gold and the past two months have shown me something I had not heard from the community. first a little short back story. I was shown league of legend half way through season 2 buy a few friends who had learned about it from friends so on so forth and I started to play and saw how amazing my friends were back then they were platinum all of them and now they are all diamond and are trying to get into master now that its been announced. so I have always compared myself to these guys and they are the real reason I haven't really played ranked until now because I had a goal in the skill levels of my friends. now I can give a diamond player a hard time not beat them mind you but my face wasn't used to clean my own nexus you know and I was excited cause I deemed myself finally ready to try ranked.
Which brings us to the lesson I learned elo hell is elo hell because people at that rank treat it like its just normal games. I only started playing ranked when I could hold my own 70% of the time against almost ANYONE I played against. I waited until I knew I could get higher than silver maybe even gold in my own head. but now I know that people at low ranks are not really trying they are treating ranked games as the proving grounds for their skill when thats why normals exist in my mind. in elo hell its not because they are unskilled half the time its that they don't even care if they win or lose. when I play ranked its with almost a certain ceremony to it cause I want to win I want to progress in the game but I have people just kinda leaving to go eat a pizza or fap or whatever when I put aside an hour and a half to play a ranked game.
So now I know that I really should have never held ranked games to any sort of standard at all at my current rank cause its still just normal games just this time you are betting each game rather than playing each game.
I find this stupid and it makes me mad I cared as much as I did. Now all I want is out of silver and then see if gold changes things at all