Dammit Bronze

I have lost a great friend today after he told me he didn't want to play anymore because i got in to many arguments. And i agree with him. I was laying adc, my support was and the enemy toplaner was . The Morgana and Darius were both Gold while im only Bronze 1. This is how it started. Obviously i am not as good as these gold players because, well, there gold and im not. But Morgana decided that i wasnt very good (im not good at adc in the first place.) and when i told morgana to come help botlane and to support she told me know because i was crap. (it just so happened that end game i had less deaths than her, even though according to her i was feeding.) Now because of my not so good score, the gold enemy darius started killing me just because i was not gold. It was boring, infuriating actually. So i lashed out, got defensive, saying things like "I knew i should have gone top lane" "I told my team i was a bad adc" and both of these statements are true. But then everyone started arguing. My friend, who was top argued with me. I didn't know why, but i got defensive so i wasn't weak, easy to kill, just a human instinct.Then after the game, my friends told me i wasn't allowed to play with him because of the argument. I felt awful straight away. It might have only been 2 games that we played together, but he was a really cool guy. It turn't out to be a misunderstanding, as i had said"I should have gone top" and he took that like i meant that he was bad at top, when i really meant that i was bad at adc and would have done a lot better as a Tahm top lane like i was going to, but when he said that he couldn't adc, i said i would do it, because i didn't want another fed bot lane Jinx (because admit it jinx always finds a way to get fed) But I lost a friend, and it all started because i was matched with gold players. Maybe this split was good, because I'm not good enough for them.

And how is this related to bronze? most of bronze are toxic and always argue, and i think it has grown on me. I have always tried to not get in arguments but clearly league has taken over. All the toxic bronze people have rubbed off a bit of their toxicity on to me. This is a wake up call.

From now on !'m going to mute anyone who is in the slightest bit toxic. Straight away. No second chances.