I feel bad for my own team this season, and I think I should just stop playing the game now.
Edit: Preface: I want to get better at the game, If this is a "skill" based problem, please send help and constructional feedback.
-Also ignoring the fact that I'm obviously just bad at my favorite champion, We can't deny that this team focus is leading to toxicity and is overall just bad for everyone.
the story: I used to really enjoy this game back when the game revolved around the best players on each team. These days, it feels like the game now revolves around the worst on each team. It seems like every game is decided by which team has more feeders. I feel like this has become a huge rise in the level of toxicity in the game. Instead of the solo player carrying their team, it's just a bunch frustration trying to get the feeder to play safe. As the game goes on it just gets worse and the bad player suddenly gets relentlessly flamed for a bad game/lane. Not only does this suck for veteran players, but it sucks for new players as well. Suddenly, a brand new "Learning" player is a disability and a handicap for everyone involved.
So now there's me... I don't like the new meta. I want to play what is fun for me, but I can't do that because being off-meta is about as good as being a feeder. Even if I do extremely well on my respective off-meta pick, my team can't make up that difference. One of my favorite champions of all time is Tristana! I love playing Trist and I love the dragon trainer skin... but here is the problem... because im playing Trist, I'm not playing Miss Fortune or Kai'sa. So even though I have 20 kills, full build, AND can kill most squishies in 3 hits. That one person that plays the meta can one shot my team because they are playing dark harvest MF or some other meta pick. Am I just bad because I couldn't carry the game with 20 kills on a "hyper" carry? I feel like I'm just this giant sandbag for my entire team... I mean... what can I do... I went full damage, but the MF can build guardian angel and black cleaver and destroy everyone.
That was just an example of one game I had, but this is the sort of thing I like to play... My playstyle isn't just hurting me anymore, it ruins my team as well. This game just feels completely different from what it used to be. I enjoyed the game back when silly builds didn't drag everyone's game into the gutter. I used to have a respectable win rate, but ever since the marksmen patch... I lose 70% of my games because I don't want to adapt... I want to play my favorite champions and be the best at those specific champions.
tl;dr -Team Focused Gameplay Leads to toxicity -> -Game revolves around feeders instead of leaders -> -Being off-meta is as good as being a feeder -> -I don't like the meta, therefore I'm a feeder I should just quit the game entirely I think.