I finally made it to gold. This is my journey

Hello,

Thanks for clicking on this post and enjoy whats here Before I start my story I want to leave a list of all of my accounts so that you may check them out B5(first account) - http://na.op.gg/summoner/userName=GummieNut S4(second account) -http://na.op.gg/summoner/userName=ItalianPotatoe UR(third account) - http://na.op.gg/summoner/userName=BluePeople S3(4th account) - http://na.op.gg/summoner/userName=evilspx G5(main now) - http://na.op.gg/summoner/userName=Cutiiee

I started playing this game in the summer of 2016, not too long ago. The first account I actually registered was ItalianPotatoe. I mained tryndamere jungle .and leveled up the account to around 20. I then for some reason wanted to make a fresh account, GummieNut. I played this account through level 30 then started ranked. After completing my promos I was placed in Bronze 5, rock bottom. Long story short I became hard stuck in bronze only making it to B4. I wanted out but I was just too bad at the game, this got me frustrated. This anger made me become a keyboard warrior leading the permanent ban of the other 4 accounts listed. This hurt me. Not only was I upset that I lost all of my collectibles and progress, but I wanted to reform. I wanted to reform so badly. I became afraid when going to into games. I was scared I was going to get tilted, yell at my team and get banned again, wasting my time and money. This fear distracted me and made me play poorly, which just got me tilted... Enough was enough so I made Cutiiee. I promised myself to reform. to some of you, this may seem dumb. However, if you have never had one of your accounts banned, you have no idea how it feels. Nobody wants to be toxic, they want to change. Its just really hard. T1 for an example. He has reformed. Not completely, but enough to keep him on the rift. If T1 the most kowen toxic player can reform, then why can't I. I grinded to get to level 30 on Cutiiee. I /muted all every single game. I turned off all chat. I turned off in-game sounds. I listened to music. I relaxed. When my team played badly I wouldn't yell at them, flame them, harass them or troll. I would say gj if my team made a good play or got a kill. I felt so much better. Then yesterday I finally did what I wanted when I was in Bronze. I made it to Gold. I reformed.

If you're somebody in stuck in what you consider low elo, please just /mute all. It truly is a lifesaver.

You can reform. you can get to YOUR elo. you can do anything.

thanks for reading this far yall. good luck out there.