Ok let me get this straight

So i get 4 feeders as teamates. If i carry them i get 14 lp. If i cant carry them i lose 21lp. That seems balanced. If this is a team game why am i the only one on my team that seems to not feed out the ass and the only one to pressure or defend objectives? And why am i barely give 14 points when i do carry them yet lose almost double that if i cant? Doesnt seem very balanced to me.

Should i just start a smurf so that i wont have to play with people so bad at the game?