My MMR is an utter mess.
I know the reason why it's completely screwed up and that's because I've lost too many games.
Went from winning 15-20 LP to receiving much less. I believe my last victory earned me 10-12 LP, which means that it's dropping and I'm losing more than winning. It sucks and I don't exactly know what to do unless I go on a large victory spree, which seems unlikely because I'm not capable of carrying, dynamic queue is unreliable and the people I have played with are partly to blame since they are of higher rank than me (low silver but higher, nonetheless).
Now, what would I have to do to fix my MMR?
Play with people of the same rank, below, above, etc. Winning streaks? That's not something I can control, sadly. Of course, "losing less" is an obvious answer but once again, not something I can control.
I am feeling more and more demotivated to keep trying to climb and if I now lose more LP than I win, I see no reason to continue. Self improvement can be found in other queues; I can play Draft Mode for the same effect since most people are serious when they play in that queue. I would like to achieve something more than Bronze but I don't think it's possible.
I am afraid to queue up with my friends in case I ruin my MMR further or cause them issues with their own MMR. I am afraid to play alone because dynamic queue is unreliable, AFKs are still an issue or people who seem to enjoy dying over and over again or completely ignoring words of advice, swallowing their pride and doing what's best for the team.
I don't want to say "carry me, please!" but in all honesty, I really don't see myself getting out of bronze. Maybe that's where I belong. I know that this mentality is toxic to myself and others but...mos of the time I have some rather decent games where I perform well enough but I can't carry or others can't keep up.
I may just give up on playing ranked, in all honesty. Maybe stick to blind pick just to have fun once in a while. I've been playing ranked for two months and I see no improvement besides climbing 2 ranks which is...embarrassing.
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, anyone that can really carry after earning 5k-6k gold. It's frustrating, because I'm in the same boat, but that's what has been working for me. I pulled out a 4v5 a few days ago with Cho'gath top. Utilize all knowledge you have of the game and apply it to your circumstances; anything is possible.