You know, I'm never going to get out of Bronze in my life time
I'm just so tired of trying my best. Working as hard as I can to make plays, do good things, counter pick, build to the situation.
But it never works out in the end.
Either the enemy team comp is so fucking hard to play against. Or my team just doesn't want to work together and do lone wolf stuff as Im begging for help, asking to team up, trying to get them to go get the enemy inhibitor when 3 of them are down and we are all up.
Even when playing with friends, it's the same damn thing. Either teams that are all about stuns, stuns, stuns, more stuns, and roots and pure HP damage. Or pure teams of huge burst damage that can nuke you down before you can blink.
At this point ranked is nothing but a stress inducing panick attack for me. It's not fun anymore to always lose. I was so close to climbing out of bronze. I was B2 about to move up to B1. Now I'm down in B3 about to be in B4 again. It doesn't matter what I've tried anymore, or where I go in any lane or role. Im trying my best to stick to certain champions to get better and better at them. Like Trundle or Garen, but not even they can help me climb out of Hell.
Then there's the times where there's nothing but Tower Diving. I mean honestly. My last game as Trundle, we were only lvl 2, and I got ganked. I thought that was weird since I was top and just went back to my tower. But no, Xin and irelia just dived me and killed me in seconds. And both walked away with half life. And it happened again. And again. And again. All I did was stay under tower try to get rid of their minions so I'd have some tower protection. But even at level 4 Xin would come from the bush, toss me in the air as Irelia dished out that damn true damage and I'd die again. And again. All game.
Then my team's calling me a feeder, that I suck, that I shouldn't even be playing. And dear god so much more.
I hate this. I really hate this so much. I never thought I'd get upset over a game like I do with this one. Where I thought I was doing something right. But that I have someones foot so far up my back side that I spit out shoe laces. All because two people wanted to just stop me from even playing the game. All while my team watched and didn't help me clear them away from my lane. No matter how hard I begged, asked, pinged, and so on.
No I'm the feeder who keeps dying under turrets even when no minion is near us, or Im in base.
Hell, the last kill just to add insult to injury before we lost they dove me in the fountain and killed me in seconds before both flashed out and survived.
Just tell me please
How are Xin and Irelia that strong to the point where they can just go in our fountains together and nuke us before running out and healing on our minions before doing it again?
Why does no one value team work? Why does no one ever want to help anyone? Why is everyone I encounter so negative and hateful? This use to be a fun thing for me to do. Now I know if I ever try to play ranked again I might as well get ready to lose. That's all it's good for lately, is just lose lose lose, ha ha you're in bronze. You suck. GTFO uninstal.
And what happens? Im the one who gets reported and get chat blocked. For asking for help.
Why do I even bother anymore?