Season 7 rewards

Simple premise: I'm a solo player in flex queue who's been stuck in silver 1 for the last 6 weeks trying to get gold for the rewards. Along the way, I had a epiphany that whenever riot says "special reward" (case for gold in both q's) it ends up being a FRIVOLOUS FREAKING ICON. Riot, tell us what the special reward (It's an icon, just say it) is so I can stop playing this god-forsaken queue and go back to enjoying this game.