Should I Even Play Ranked Anymore?
This is my first season to get to play Ranked and I want to quit the game now. I main
(probably not the best thing ever to main, but I am really bad with champions that have mana or are start up ranged) and I thought I was decent up until after getting placed in Bronze 2 for only winning 2 of my 10 placements. I then dropped to Bronze 3 after about a day, then 4 after another day. Now I am stuck in the dangerous land known as Bronze 5.
I pretty much have to pray my teammates don't feed and will do something other than charge up midlane only to waste time and let the enemy team get their inhibitor back up. I end up not getting kills because I am trying so hard to try and not feed. I have just today started to only last hit minions when they are low (I was kind of doing it before, but now I am actively trying to do it) and try to harass. I have been receiving some tips from a friend who is in Diamond, but that isn't even enough. I know I am not amazing and my friend is expecting me to know how to properly teamfight when I don't feel like I do. He won't just say what to do either. He just tries to show me and expects me to understand why he did what he did and why that was a good decision.
I don't want to quitsince I bought some skins and champs, but since I have depression (real diagnosed depression,not the feeling down every once in a while thing everyone else gets and thinks is depression) and just dropping to the point it feels like even if I improve, I still won't be able to leave Bronze 5 makes me so upset. It is worse too because just waiting for next season will just result in me getting put back into Bronze. I can't really play any other champions as
except for
, who is basically permabanned right now.
What should I do?
EDIT: I do play more champions than I listed such as
,
,
, and
. I just lean towards
more because I have the most time ingame with him. The one things alot of teams I get in Ranked don't do is ward, especially the jungle.