Everyone is a god compared to me.
So back in season 4 I played for the first time trying to get good at the game. Basically I learned to cs trade, and since nobody below gold 3 knew how to cs trade I went to gold 1 in a few weeks. I stopped playing back then in favor of starcraft 2.
Now I've been back for maybe 3-4 weeks of playing. Bronze players cs trade me every cs I take, supports harass constantly, bronze silver gold, they all have perfect cs. I feel like I need to be what used to be platinum in season 4, just to remain silver. I suck, I'm horrible. I don't know what to do, I get WRECKED every game.
I used to have fun playing league now it's just not fun any more. No matter how hard i try I can't improve. I'm watching all these videos and studying the game and trying so hard to learn and it's doing absolutely nothing. Every game my team gets wrecked and I can't carry because I'm so trash.
I love this game but I feel like I might as well quit and never play again if I'm going to be forever bad. I'm a competitive person and if I can't even compete whats the point? There is no way to get help in the game nobody is willing to help a person I even went to different sub reddits where free help is offered and nobody helps.
My record in ranked is like 9 wins 28 losses. How horrible is that? I don't know. I really want to get good but every thing I learn and try to implement is just not making a difference whatsoever in my game play. There's probably some simple solution but I'll never know it.